My Love for This Man

A journal entry from March 9, 2016

                

       Lord, please help me understand my love for this man.  

       Baby Girl, I have given you a most precious gift in your husband.  I picked a man who would love you like no one else.  I knew that you would be facing extreme challenges as you brought him to me, but I knew that you would think he was worth it. I chose him for you Baby Girl because I knew he could fill your needs and desires.  He does that for you, doesn’t he?  He is there for you like no other man ever would be.  He is my gift to you.  You don’t have to be afraid to love him with all of your heart.  I know that you are afraid.  You have been hurt so badly and I am sorry for that.  But you will never be hurt like that again.  He is mine now, just as you are mine and he trusts me with his heart.  You can trust him with yours. He is the best I have for you.  Love him Baby Girl.  Love him free and clear of fear.  You have nothing to be afraid of any more.  He will love you and cherish you just as I do.  He may make mistakes but he will love you right through them.  You are my blessing in his life and he is my blessing in yours.  I know sometimes you are afraid that things are too good to be true.  They have never been too good to be true Baby Girl.  They have just been true.  You have always looked for the good in your husband and that is what you have gotten.  You learned that lesson at a young age.  You have been able to find the good in all of your life's circumstances.  You have found joy in some of the darkest places and that has been your truth.  I put my Spirit in you and you have used it to find peace and joy. The truth about your life today, is that the love you feel from your husband, is real.  It has always been real.  You go right ahead and love this man I have given you.  Don’t waste this gift.  Don’t turn away from it.  He is yours, not to own, but to love and be loved.   You deserve this man.  You deserve this gift because you are able to see all of the good that he is.  Love your husband Baby Girl.  Walk away from the darkness and love your husband.  You are my precious Baby Girl and I have given you one of my most precious men.  Enjoy!  Love and have peace and know how much I love you.  I love and cherish you Baby Girl and so does your husband.