I just have to let go of MY past
A journal entry from March 3, 2016
Another running
revelation. I was listening to Tell your
Heart to Beat Again and I heard something different. He talks about your world being shattered and "You think you're never gonna get back to the you that used to be. Let
the shadows fall away. Step into the light of grace. Yesterday’s a
closing door. You don’t live there
anymore. Say good bye to where you’ve
been and tell your heart to beat again.” Say good bye to where I’ve been, where
I’ve been. Thank you Lord. I just heard that. I just heard You. I need to let go of my past. I need to say good bye to the past 2 years of my broken heart. I’m ok now. "Love has pulled me through." You have pulled me through. I have been trying to let go of Joe’s
past. I have been trying to walk away
from his past not my own. My ugly past
has only been two years. I have to let
the shadows of that sad, broken time, fall away and step into the light of grace. I can’t walk away from Joe’s past
because it is not mine. The only part
that I own is the last two years. I get
it. I am trying to walk away from
something that isn’t mine. I wasn’t in
Joe’s past I was only in mine. I don’t
have the work of moving away from that.
Oh man, no wonder this has been so hard.
I am trying to let go of something that I never was a part of.
I think this will be so much
easier. Saying good bye to the sadness and
pain that has been mine. That makes so
much sense.
Tell Your Heart to Beat Again by Danny Gokey
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